14 Harrogate Road, Leeds.
The weathered timber step let out a creak under his weight and made Chris stare down.
He was surprised that even in their current state of decay the front steps held to their old task and warned the house of people arriving. There had been no one making their way up these gapped planks of wood for years though, rotting leaves clung together filling the corners of the stairs, the cracked and open grain of the wood lay exposed and scared by relentless years of weather. In the past Chris had climbed these porch steps thousands of
times, moving over them with no pause or consciousness. As he stood looking at his feet on the steps, his smart Italian footwear contrasting against the
rotting planks, what he saw was the boy and man, a wood and leather allegory to his life of pretence.
Glancing up at the derelict facade of his old home he was glad this was the last time he would ever open the cracked
front door and enter the hallway with its bent staircase and worn-down
floor. He was relieved he would
never have to return again, never have to pretend a kindness to the people who
once occupied the place, never have to justify abandoning a place which reminded him of the secret event and that hid the
evidence of his deed.
When he'd received the final notice of approval for demolition from the city planners this morning, it had bought him both concern and delight. It was a surprise to him as he had not received notification the process of dereliction had been commenced. It was great news, finally a finish, a razing to the ground, an eradication of past passions and a wiping of his hateful history. Then a concern fell over his delight sucking warmth from the relief like a dank cloak, it meant he could no longer avoid taking action, he had to return to the place.
When he'd received the final notice of approval for demolition from the city planners this morning, it had bought him both concern and delight. It was a surprise to him as he had not received notification the process of dereliction had been commenced. It was great news, finally a finish, a razing to the ground, an eradication of past passions and a wiping of his hateful history. Then a concern fell over his delight sucking warmth from the relief like a dank cloak, it meant he could no longer avoid taking action, he had to return to the place.
He picked his way up the edge of the weakened steps and made it on to
the porch, here he had to take extra care to avoid gaps where the boards had rotted and fallen through. The old screen door sagged ajar, blown open to slump, bent against the cracked brickwork… As he pushed the old front door open an arc of Minton tiles were exposed through the old mail laying on the floor. The weakened door jammed itself, a mound of litter pushed behind, Chris didn’t bother about closing it behind
him and walked over the crackling piles of paper. To the right, the home's twisted stairway had
retained its handrail but not its wrought iron lacework. Some enterprising and energetic thief had liberated that classic bit of
artistic value. Thieves couldn't steal the memories though and looking at the stairway Chris recalled sitting
secretly, his head pressed against the steel flowers of the balustrade, nervously eavesdropping on the discussions of his
parents and their adult guests. That memory and the things he had overheard when he should not have been listening took him back to some more innocent and then to some much darker times.
Peering in to the left, the old front room discouraged his entry and telegraphed danger with its plaster ceiling hanging precariously from the rafters. The leaves and rubbish blown in through the gaping window left no place for his childhood memories of christmas trees, grandfathers' laughter or the warming log fire. On the floor too, destroying all recollection of domestic harmony, an old crime scene tape wove its confused path through the filth. Looking over, Chris was struck by how the stains and shotgun blast remained so starkly evident on the mouldy wall leading to the dining room. Broken from his reverie by the ugly mental images he turned and made his way through vandalised spaces, through to where the kitchen was and quickly out through the utility room and into the coal store. He didn’t want to linger, he should spend as little time here as possible to retrieve the evidence.
There is a clarity of recollection that is burned into a mind by an event so traumatic, and despite the passage of years and all the events since, he recalled exactly where to go . Chris stepped up onto the old brick stoop, removed the loose brick then reached confidently down into the cavity between the roof timbers and the outside wall. His fingers brushed a rough, scaled form and he retracted his arm, thinking quickly. It had been 14 years but stupidly he had still expected to feel the cold smooth oiled barrels of the weapon. Obviously, he thought now, of course time would have eaten away and encrusted the metal evidence. He realised it was probably an unnecessary, foolish and risky plan, his returning today. With corrosion there was no reason, not after all this time, to come and remove the evidence. Even if demolition workers do uncover the gun, the rot and rust will have clearly ensured no fingerprints would remain. He paused in a dilemma, did he continue with his plan to risk taking it away and dumping it? If anyone finds him with the gun before he disposes of it, his involvement would be obvious. He was still famous by his association to the event and only the real murderer would have known where the death weapon had been secreted. So should he just leave it, trusting that even if the gun was found during demolition no connection to him could be made? He could go back home, be the husband and father he had become since the trial, and continue to live his life as the innocent son of a drunken wife murderer… But then, he would always be thinking, some time, some how, that gun could lead to his discovery. He watched all those forensic shows, what if the demolition men did find the gun, what if there was now a new scientific way to trace it to him as the shooter?
Chris decided.
It would be best, well worth the small risk in timing to properly destroy the evidence, he'd retrieve the thing and destroy it, that was the best thing to do, he was certain.
Peering in to the left, the old front room discouraged his entry and telegraphed danger with its plaster ceiling hanging precariously from the rafters. The leaves and rubbish blown in through the gaping window left no place for his childhood memories of christmas trees, grandfathers' laughter or the warming log fire. On the floor too, destroying all recollection of domestic harmony, an old crime scene tape wove its confused path through the filth. Looking over, Chris was struck by how the stains and shotgun blast remained so starkly evident on the mouldy wall leading to the dining room. Broken from his reverie by the ugly mental images he turned and made his way through vandalised spaces, through to where the kitchen was and quickly out through the utility room and into the coal store. He didn’t want to linger, he should spend as little time here as possible to retrieve the evidence.
There is a clarity of recollection that is burned into a mind by an event so traumatic, and despite the passage of years and all the events since, he recalled exactly where to go . Chris stepped up onto the old brick stoop, removed the loose brick then reached confidently down into the cavity between the roof timbers and the outside wall. His fingers brushed a rough, scaled form and he retracted his arm, thinking quickly. It had been 14 years but stupidly he had still expected to feel the cold smooth oiled barrels of the weapon. Obviously, he thought now, of course time would have eaten away and encrusted the metal evidence. He realised it was probably an unnecessary, foolish and risky plan, his returning today. With corrosion there was no reason, not after all this time, to come and remove the evidence. Even if demolition workers do uncover the gun, the rot and rust will have clearly ensured no fingerprints would remain. He paused in a dilemma, did he continue with his plan to risk taking it away and dumping it? If anyone finds him with the gun before he disposes of it, his involvement would be obvious. He was still famous by his association to the event and only the real murderer would have known where the death weapon had been secreted. So should he just leave it, trusting that even if the gun was found during demolition no connection to him could be made? He could go back home, be the husband and father he had become since the trial, and continue to live his life as the innocent son of a drunken wife murderer… But then, he would always be thinking, some time, some how, that gun could lead to his discovery. He watched all those forensic shows, what if the demolition men did find the gun, what if there was now a new scientific way to trace it to him as the shooter?
Chris decided.
It would be best, well worth the small risk in timing to properly destroy the evidence, he'd retrieve the thing and destroy it, that was the best thing to do, he was certain.
He reached back up and feeling down into the gap got a solid grip on the rusty barrels. With a few awkward tugs and a grinding drag he freed the corroded 12 gauge from its hide. It had only taken a few seconds and
the weapon was now his to destroy properly.
However time and worms had been harsh on the wood, his less than careful pulling had left
much of the gun’s stock behind in the wall.
Chris swapped the rusted barrels to his
left hand and stretched back in to find the rest of the gun.
In mid-reach a cold shiver ran through him.
He sensed rather than heard a presence behind him.
Turning slowly he saw first the sneer on Detective Barron’s face, and almost simultaneously he heard the distinctive click of handcuffs opening in preparation for securing another life in custody.
In mid-reach a cold shiver ran through him.
He sensed rather than heard a presence behind him.
Turning slowly he saw first the sneer on Detective Barron’s face, and almost simultaneously he heard the distinctive click of handcuffs opening in preparation for securing another life in custody.